Wanita

I have finished my undergraduate study. I am 22 years old. Sometimes I think about what will I do for the next.. When I see my sister who continue her doctoral program in OZ, I think that was cool. live in another country. Try to survive. Fortunately my sister has a husband who always side beside her. What a husband, really :D. 

Actually I still confuse about what I will do next. Sometimes I have a great passions to continue my study in abroad, but I sometimes I think it was scary being far away from my family. I learn to understand my self. My understanding about my self is not deep. I think I too much think about what my parents want. I always try to bee a good daughter for them. But I think that is not wrong. I love them so much.

About married, I have no idea about this. I want but I don't know what I have to do. Married is problem which I can not solve by myself. I have to have my partner first. How to unite two people in one way of think. and of course, now there a lot of PHP boys -__-. This what makes me little lazy think about this.

My grandmother told me that your mate will come to you in the right time, place, and moment. Don't worry, when the times is coming, you will meet him. thanks my grandma, you give me another enlightmen :D

2014

I miss this feeling
its already a long time
but maybe I'm wrong
it is not like what I though before
let the time heal this scarf
as what it happens to the previous scarf

then let'e smile, not because we are happy, but we smile to be happy

then let's care to another, then they will care to you

then let the light light to you

let the sun shine to you

let the time bring you to the better place
to your dreamland

live your life by your dreamming way, then you will live in your dream world

be sure that Allah will give the best to you
what you need, not what you want
what the best, not what you think the best